Bad habits. Depression. Its all back.
One minute i know whats happening, the next i’m lost.
I can’t take this shit anymore.
I feel like I’m losing my fucking mind.
All these old thoughts i swore i wouldnt think anymore are coming back.
I haven’t seen my sister, the only person i believe genuinely gives a fuck about me, in 2 months.
My friends? They’re non existent. I trust less and less people as the days go by.
Im not even sure if i trust anyone at all at this point.
I barely trust myself.
So many people i want to attempt to talk to, then i remember shit they’ve done to me.
One person I’m desperately trying to keep myself from. Nothin good from that will come.
I’m different. I think different now. Distracting myself has become so much harder.
Close to doing drugs and drinking if something doesn’t change soon.
Whats left.


what that personality like tho

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